lbelle's Cancer Blog

February 24, 2010

I do miss my thyroid, to be honest. I felt that it was so unfair that it’s all gone due to NON-CANCEROUS nodule along with NON-CANCEROUS lymph nodes. I wish that the biopsy was more specific. I wish I wasn’t pushed around, running around in the circle and feeling very frightened while the real world kinda’ ingored me and feeling like a fool when I found out that it wasn’t cancerous. I keep forgetting to take meds (synthroid) which causes me to have a gallon of shit all night long. My sleep cycle is very interruptive- I’d wake up in every two hours and then go back to sleep and wake up two hours later. I told my sister that I wish that my whole thyroid wasn’t all gone and she’d tell me that the nodule was “pre-cancerous”... Uh huh yea right… The Dr. said that it’s not cancerous and the exact DX I had was Hurthle Cells Ar…??? So I looked it up and an expert said that it’s no such as that DX I was having and it was all “fancy talks”. Ok… whatever.

Since I found out about the real DX, I’ve decided not to go back to Dr again. Not even if I have “abnormal Pap smear” twice because I’ll hear the “bad news” again.

Ok enough of my ranting here. Hope you all are doing alright!

January 15, 2010

I had my sinus checked out and so far, so good. The Dr scolded at me to quit blowing my nose too hard.

I know I had posted a few other blogs and basically talked to myself. LOL no biggie.

Hope you all have a good year without any kind of glitches.

God Bless.